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All Hallows Eve

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That’s what Halloween means. It’s the eve of All Saint’s Day. Many ancient cultures believed that spirits of the dead visited on this night. The weather in my area sure fit the day. It was very gray and chilly and windy, with the just changed leaves ripping free from the branches that had so recently sustained them and now flitted and fluttered wildly in the air. It felt spooky, but exhilarating as many folks celebrated in light-hearted fun a day that is steeped in dark and scary traditions.

It’s the third Halloween since my dad passed and my family has had some new concerns and transitions in recent months. I couldn’t help thinking about days gone by and how much life has changed. I miss the wholeness of my family unit and my dad’s quiet strength and stability, but I’m thankful for those traits which he passed on to me along with perseverance and tenacity, and an unflappable confidence borne of a love of life and faith in God.

On this day, with people dressing up as their favorite characters from pop culture, I feel like I can call upon my dad’s presence like Luke Skywalker talking to Obi Wan and Yoda surrounded by their ethereal glow courtesy of The Force. I can’t converse with him and he didn’t give a lot of direct advice, but his steady presence and loving air surround me and guide me.

When someone else is bringing their worries into your aura, expressing anxiety or even panic, it’s hard to hold onto that less tangible spiritual connection, but that’s when you just have to refocus, remember to breathe and put one foot in front of the other. God, and those who have gone before, are with you. And you are with you!

By that I mean that your own consciousness and experience are like an entity unto themselves. You’ve gotten through everything in your life so far and you’re still standing! No one else was there for every minute of that. Only you. So draw confidence from that and remember that you will keep growing and getting better at communing with your spirit, which is connected to God and the loved ones who have moved on. You got this!

Happy All Hallows Eve!

Get Out And Breathe II: Channeling Dad

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I have had some extra days off this month due to the availability of voluntary unpaid days off. I took a few because I felt the extra time would be more valuable than the relatively small amount of lost pay. This past Friday was one of those days and I was happy to spend a couple hours of it outdoors with a good friend and her tiny, but valiant dog who led most of the way on our walk at Leaser Lake in northeastern PA. I was familiar with the locale by name and pictures on social media, but had never been there. I’m so glad I finally got there!

As I’ve written about before, getting out in nature is a great way to clear your head and refresh your spirit. Whether you’re in touch with it or not, there’s a natural connection between our souls and the natural world around us. I grew up in a family that, thankfully sought out that connection, going on many hikes, rides and picnics. I also did some camping in my young adulthood, mostly with my brother and cousin. That was very enjoyable even if it is a bit of work. (Probably why I haven’t done it for so long.)

On this adventure with my human and canine companions, my shutterbug self took many photos with my phone while I soaked up the scene with my eyes and my spirit. Being near Halloween, I couldn’t help but think about all the souls that communed with Mother Nature in this place over the years. And then, toward the end of the unexpectedly long walk, (we just started walking without knowing how long a trail we were venturing on) we wound up blazing our own trail for a short distance. It was obvious that the main trail went off to the left sharply, but I thought there was an old trail continuing ahead, so I plunged forward, much to the chagrin of our canine leader who had so faithfully tugged ahead on point.

As we picked our way through the underbrush and through thankfully dry little runoff troughs, I couldn’t help feeling like I was channeling my dad. I don’t think there was ever a hike we went on that he didn’t disappear for a spell, going off trail to explore. I felt connected to him as well as nature in those moments. It felt good to indulge in a shared trait with my dad, our adventurous spirit and love of life. We don’t get to relax and just go where the wind takes us very often while adulting these days.

Thanks for leading me on that hidden trail, Dad.

Here’s some of the lovely scenery the lake environs offered the other day.

A devotional perspective based on Mark 10:46-52 NIV  Bartimaeus receives his sight.

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In the above Bible passage, a blind man named Bartimaeus called out to Jesus as He and His disciples passed by.  The man cried out to Jesus to help him, to heal him.  We’re told that when he learned it was Jesus passing by, (v. 46)… he began to shout “Jesus, son of David, have mercy on me!  48 Many rebuked him and told him to be quiet, but he shouted out all the more, “Son of David, have mercy on me!” and Jesus healed him.  Jesus told him “your faith has healed you.” 

As I read this passage, I thought, good for Bartimaeus for shouting out all the more! If he had allowed the nay sayers and doubters, those trying to repress him, to hold him back, then he would have lived the rest of his life in blindness and the resulting abject poverty!

His faith healed him and it was his faith that gave him the courage and tenacity to keep seeking what he needed, against opposition, and get connected with the source of power that would transform his life.  Indeed, his faith healed him. Never be afraid to speak out even against opposition, to declare what you need and get connected to help and whatever is necessary and helpful to bring the abundant life your faith enables you to see. It took a blind man to see what others couldn’t- the good life he knew awaited.

Does that mean things were instantly easy? Of course not.  He was starting from scratch having been a beggar his whole life.  He had much catching up to do, but he must have had so much joyous energy and rejuvenation to do the hard work ahead because he was given his sight!!

Take your healing and help from God, renew your energy and go burst on the scene with fervor and faith! The outstretched hand of God is always there waiting for you to take the help, even if opposition is very daunting and discouraging.  And watch out for those distractions! Stay focused and determined.